I hope you know CPR , because you take my breathe away ♥ .

[c/]

.Tuesday, June 30, 2009

RE:

hadnt been doing much.
im tryna be a good kid already :X
doing homework and other stuff.
but the only thing troubling me is abt that bloody jermaine .
she always say its because of johanna.
now its concerns her.
So jermaine, u happy now?
Everything involves you now.
You are right.
bitch larh you.fucker sia.u dun come here kao bei kao bu horh.
i ask my gan come and find you than you noe.
chi bye kia. u pua bye larh.
your mother fly high high larh.
get this in your mind. You are a low class bitch.
once that, always that.
and i mean it.
so thats all i have to post for today.
tml after school gonna buy the badges again !!!.
Muahahahahahaha.

i hav an ATTITUDE

and i noe how to use it.

the right way.

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.Sunday, June 28, 2009

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I haven been blogging much..
kinda hate it though.
but oh well since i have the time i will update.
its gonna be quite a long post i guess.

last wed went swimming with amanda's family
and 3 of my neighbours at SengKang's new swimmin' pool.
i had fun there.
the slides were superh nice okeh :)
but one of them were kinda fast and steep and of cos, scary.
than went to compass point and had lunch there.
than walked arnd compass.
went in to 77th street and had wanna buy a hat
but than decided not to buy.
shall get it next time :)

thursday !!
i watched tv the whole day !!!
superh nice worh
cos i nvr had that much entertainment by TV
LOL :)

FRIDAY !!!
i've forgortten what i did that day :(
haha

SATURDAY
morning did nothing much
at night went to bugis
go arcade play til sweat.
damn fun lorh
than bought a long sleeve top for 9.90 only.
wanted to buy 2
but than on second thought , i dont want.
than went for dinner at Old Airport Rd.
than home sweet home.

SUNDAY.
8th week anni :) loves boyf
morning had swimming lessons.
than after that played.
funfunfun.
went home after that.
neighbours came down and now playing with my sis.
hahaha.
school tml worh.
sure got alot things to share with frens. :)
update soon again if possible

i wanna thank god for giving me you

cos, i feel really loved by you.

i love you hidayat :*

xoxo, baby love loads

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.Monday, June 22, 2009

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Well, since i've nth to do i've decided to come and blog.
I wanna dedicate this post to my best frens, gans, including my boyf :)

Hidayat;boyf
We've been tgt for quite a long time already.
You've asked me if i still love you.
I told you my answer; Well, i do.
Dont you noe that youve made me love you deeply.
from the way you treat me, its so obvious you dont noe, yet.
So i say here that ILOVEYOU. alot,alot,alot...
So far, loving you was the best thing that i have done.
And i had never regretted anything, at all.
I really love you baby. keep that in mind ok :)
:*

Lyanne;best sis/fren to go out with.
Hey Lyanne. :)
Told you i would write one for you.
Hahaha. thanks alot for being there for me
And accompanying me when i was sad or not.
And also those times when we go out.
Remember when we went out 3 times in a row?
Every Sunday. hahaha
First time was when we watched NATM2
Second time was when we watched Monsters VS Aliens
Third time was when you accompanied me to Bishan
Where i did my piercings.
You look totally freaked out. haha
I hope to see you when school re-opens and im
Gonna ask you to be my god sis. :)

Amanda;Gan Mei
Sup :)
Surprised to see yours here?
Maybe you are. Maybe you are not.
hahaha. Thanks for helping me for what i do.
Especially in my releationships.
Thanks for helping me solve those problems.
I hope to go out with you soon yea :)

Janice;Mei
Heyyyyyy !!!
I really had fun yea that day.
When we went cycling.
I wan to go again.
This time i wan cycle to changi beach horh.
And u cant say u tired.
cos its supposed to be fun.
Must go out when got holidays arh.

Joan;fren
Yo.
Its been a long time since we gone out horh.
Everytime you and amanda come my house.
Than never go you and her house.
Nxt time if got go, must go your house ok.
And i wan go Pennisular shop for hoodie and bags.
Must pei me go ok :)
School gonna re-open liao.
In less than a week.
See you soon.

Johanna;Close sch bud
Sup woman.
even though you are kinda bitchy :x
i do liaox u dun dare.
This december if got time i wanna do another piercing.
If you are goin u must do horh.
Its not that pain like you thought.
GoGoGo !!!
Andandand even your dad allows you.
Good for you larh.

Tianna
Hey Tianna !!
Surprise !!
hahahaha. remember about that bitch..
school is gonna re-open soon and revenge
Is gonna be sweet i bet'cha
Cant wait for sch to start again yea
Enjoy your last few days of hols b4 sch starts..
Have fun :)
I cant wait to face that bitch and laugh
At her horrible face

GF; Msn fren.
Hey Man. (yet to be) haha
Thanks for being such a great 'counsellor'
When i was in bad times.
Its great for me to hav such a good fren.
Cos i feel safe talking to you
hahahaha.

Well, i suppose thats all i have to dedicate to.
And if i had left you out, just tag me and
i will dedicate one to you
if i want to.
I'll try to blog soon again yeah :)

ilovemyboyf

20090305;Love Loads

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.Sunday, June 21, 2009

RE:

okok. i noe its hell long since i posted.. and obviously my blog is dead.
so i am here to update yea :D

btw, todays father's day so yea HAPPY FATHER'S DAY TO ALL FATHERS AND ESPECIALLY MY DADDY.
thanks for being there for me, whether i was in trouble or not.
all those memories in my head, are happy cos sad ones are being erased :)

Sunday 140609

so yea, i finally went out with Janice

to ECP.

hahaha. i really enjoyed myself much.

hope to go out soon to ECP agn okeh :)

not many pics were taken but will try to up load soon.

Monday 150609

Monday !!!!

i went to sentosa today.

so totally cool.

went with my cousins and my aunt.

we went to catch fish. i caugh abt 4. and a crab.

th crab was so small.

like the size of your fingernail.

than we went to dig a big hole.

it was tiring but fun.

wanted to get a sun burn but didnt.

haha. took quite alot of pics too.

thn home sweet home.

Tuesday -Friday 190609

did nothing the whole day..

at night packed my clothings and off to Bukit Batok's Parkview condo

and i stayed there. til friday.

th nxt morning changed to my swim suit and went to swim.

had loads of fun. played with other ppl. went into the jacuzzi.

and i didnt get a sun burn again.

thn went back to condo.

thurs mornin' had breakfast. than went swimming again.

played with my cousins and siblings.

ate sweets. superh nice.

thn friday woke up and packed my stuff.

gettin' rdy to go home :)

Saturday 200609

dad went to work. mum went for an appointment.

siblings and me stayed at home.

thn when parents came back they brought us to Downtown East.

than had our dinner there than went to Escape Theme Park.

played the Viking Ship. uber fun :))

than went off.

Sunday 210609

today is sunday, which is our 7th week tgt.

well, i hope he remembers that..

hey baby if you're reading this post ;

do you noe that you're the best gift that heaven has given me?

im truly and still loving you. hope you noe that. i love you. :*

andandand b4 i go off,

all picture will be uploaded soon :)

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.Thursday, June 11, 2009

RE:

; 2 days bck, i received a msg from him.

but i didn't reply. cos i was asleep.

i replied him ytd but he didn't reply me.

i didnt know about it til i checked my inbox.

obviously someone had opened my sms and didnt tell me.

i was so pissed off.

Woke up early this morning.

got a sms frm fuckface.

he wanted ly's blog's url.

i gave him than went back to sleep.

aft woke up again half an hour later.

washed up and on-ed th com.

than facebook-ed, check my blog and stuff.

than went off9.

showered and than on9 again.

planned to go east coast with janice but at the end cant.

cos mum say i dun hav enough money.. diao

$10 call not enough..

haha than nxt time lorh.

at hme damn bored..

deciding to go do facial or not.

maybe go do.

blog ltr.

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.Wednesday, June 10, 2009

RE:

I asked God for a rose, he gave me a bouquet.
I asked God for a minute, he gave me a day.
I asked God for love, he gave me true love.
Lastly, i asked God for a special one, and he gave me you :)

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RE:

went swimming at my cousin's house.

at bukit batok the condo there.

had loads of fun.

drank h20 and shared maltese with my cousins.

than went to bishan and had my lunch.

than 54-ed home.

was really damn long.

stood all the way.

damn tired.

on the bus saw a primary school fren.

i knew it was him at first when i saw him.

than when he was alighting he smiled at me.

haha.

nothing to say already.

wait.

I wanna go for another piercing. hahaha.

anybody wanna go than let me know okeh :)

You're my Superman

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.Tuesday, June 9, 2009

RE:

; all this time i wasting hoping you would come around

Woke up early today cos had to go back school.

For NPCC -.-''

left house at 6.30am..

uber early..

took the bus and rch-ed school arnd 7+

waited for Sunshine a.k.a Sophia for about an hour.

she rched at 8..

made me wait there for so long..

than quickly went in .. than changed.

mam jannatu scolded us for changing so slow.

than fall in at green wall.

had to take temperature.

mine was 37.8 degree !!!

i took another time and still the same temp.

so when mam asked for my temp i told her mine was 37.4 degree.

haha. i bluffed her.

than the took the school bus there.

rch-ed there walk in.

so paiseh sia.

than sat down.

my ear stud. terrible.

cant take out.

so left it there.

than listen listen. did a 15 mins test and done !

than went back to school.

changed back than went to plaza sing :)

had KCF for breakfast+lunch.

superh yummy. Love it. Me like it

finish already than went to walk around.

than left arnd 3. rch hme at 3.30.

comp-ed. than watched fighting spiders.

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.Sunday, June 7, 2009

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Sunday 070609

Sup :)
today after swimming went home changed.
than mrt-ed to city hall and met lyanne:)
i was on the phone with her.. and she and i were kinda lost at there.when i when up she was down stairs...
so funny sia.
lyanne wore a white top and pink skirt. Cool.
than we both mrt-ed to bishan.
we went walking around to find the 77th street but cant.
so i text-ed Sabrina and she told me.
thanked her than went there.
saw a hoodie very nice.
gonna buy it when i go there again :)
than went to cotton on after that.
i bought a new skirt. red in colour. nicenice
than paid for it and saw johanna talking to lyanne.
than we walked to the 77th street shop.
i asked johanna to do the piercing first.
but she doesnt want to so i did it first.
than i was damn scared luhx.
the woman put the gun at my ear than got this 'bang' sound
than i said 'fuck'
johanna was damn scared and she didnt wanna pierce already
lyanne look so shocked and like gonna faint.
than ok liaox.
so fast sia.
than aft she take the gun away i paid and go out
too bad johanna didnt do..
i than thought if i were to do my lips more pain
but that side dun hav lip piercing and if i were to do lip piercing
my parents sure scold me.
haha than lyanne had to go off.
we waited for her father to come and than me and johanna went to lake the train
to chua chu kang.
she first bought her heels. than went to arcade see ppl play.
than went off.
she brought me to the mrt than she went off.
i was alone on the mrt but it was crowded with ppl..
thn rched home and shower.
had sushi for dinner cos parents bought it home.
than went off to bed.

Monday 8th june

Morning wake up at 8+

washed up and watched Yes Men.

the show is damn funny and nice.

Love it.

than showered and prepared to go out.

took a cab. not just a cab but its a Limo Cab.

inside the cab damn comfortable sia.

nicenice. Me like it.

than went to amanda house.

met her than chatted for a while.

than walked to tiong.

i went to sweet talk and bought my usual , blue coral ice blend:)

than drank and walk to the mrt.

waited for joan to come than we train-ed to city.

walked from there to Pennisular.

amanda and joan bought her cardigan black,

i didnt buy.

than amanda also buy her back pack.

we thn cabbed to vivo.

had our lunch there.

than went to forever 21 and see got the clothes a not..

but than dun hav.

than went to minitoons and got sweets.

haha

bought quite a lot.

than walked around vivo.

aft that amanda and joan and me cabbed to my house.

than watched a funny show.

i laughed out the hell of me.

love it too.

than brought them to the bus stop.

thn home sweet home:)

; hey JiaFu:)

i miss you alot.

hope we can go out soon enought.

Love you loads:)

You're my Superman

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.Saturday, June 6, 2009

RE:

arghx i cant upload the pictures.
i will put it in facebook instead.

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RE:

I bought a new grey skinny. Love it. hahaha
i now gonna upload overdued pictures :)
im gonna post it in another post.

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.Friday, June 5, 2009

RE:

; let it take me where it wants to go

Sup :)

todays friday.

2 more days till i go for my piercing at bishan with lyanne.

but she not piercing. boohoo :(

she say pain. haha. of cos it does.. to some ppl i guess..

Currently doing my maths homework.. so bored.

dun feel like doing anymore.

its just the first week of holidays and i hav to do alot of schoolwork..

hahahaha..

im so addicted to pitbull's krazy, i know you want me and hotel room service.

nice songs. Damn nice. !!!

i cant wait for sunday. hope there is no swimming lessons..

im still not talking to HIM..

i think he still needs time.

hahahah. i'll be patient and give him more time.

more and more and more. hahaha

nxt week there will be more movie out.

Drag me to hell and Ghost of girlfriends past both movie coming out on 11th June

Nxt tuesday which is 9th june i hav to go back school :(

for the traffic police thingy at east coast park.

and th worst thing is that we have to wear our NPCC uniform !!

so suay lorhx. NCO say maybe the whole area 15 go..

that more worse. hope that dont have other schools going.

only SMSS. hahaha

i'll post again later and hopefully i'll upload pictures ; if possible

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.Wednesday, June 3, 2009

RE:

Well just now in the late afternoon i than realized that today was 3rd june :)
dont u know wat i mean?
20090503
20090603
haha.
it actually means one month has passed..
so 'fast'.. i guess.
hahahahahah..
did nothing much today.. more to slack..
videocalling with lyanne.
and let me tell you.
her laughing is terrible !!
she needs to go for a laughing course to learn how to laugh PROPERLY !
thanthanthan went down to playground to play
camwhored with my cousin and took loads of lyanne's pic when we were videocalling.
hahaha. she said i look better on cam.
LOL. she said i was photogenic..
do i? nah i aint.
haha will now im gonna upload the pics.
than post again later. :)

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RE:

when the wind blows and whispers throught the trees,
you'll know i remember you.
when the rain falls and drips fro the flower petals,
you'll know i have forgiven you.
when a tear escapes and trickles down my cheek,
you'll know i'll still love you.

i thought of dying to throw myself away.
fading away in the emptiness of the world's heart
gazing into black, drowning in ice water
so glassy and so tranquail
but yet so deadly

i thought of dying
as far as away from home.
no one can hear me
even when i scream

i thought of dying
as thought you wont miss me
but you are the one that killed me first

i thought of dying
as my life is worth less
without someone to care
and someone that is never there
my life is pointless all around
but i pray that some day i will soon be found
by HIM.

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.Tuesday, June 2, 2009

RE:

; you can never say never.

Well, what could i say?

everything i do is equal to nothing.

maybe not everything but somethings.. i guess.

life, whats the meaning of it?

i dont know, and i seriously need an answer.

andandand, i am DESPERATE for a piercing.

Pls tell me how much it cost to do a lip or ear piercing.

Txt me (81668385)if possible or tag me at my cbox.

thanks alot:))

its JiaFu's 13th Birthday today, 2nd June.

Happy Birthday To You.

Loveloads :)

xoxobfxoxo

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.Monday, June 1, 2009

RE:

2nd post..
tml is 2nd June sia...
is JiaFu's Birthday.
im gonna stay up till 12 midnight than text him.
LOL.
I still haven buy any present for him sia..
haiizx.
tml wont be going out i guess.
i hope i could.

HAPPY 13TH BIRTHDAY :)
Spend your BirthDAY Happily yea :)
Love you loads.

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RE:

hahaha.
guess what?
its monday. 1st june.
hiak hiak hiak.
OMFG. i wanna cry !!
gosh. it hurts so much, tat song...
fuck. those tears just wont come out.
and i cant force it.
well, ppl who reads my blog.

Please Listen To ' Never say Never ' by The Fray.

thanks you. :))

its his b'day tml.
and i still dunno what to get for him
Maybe a hoodie should do.

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