.Saturday, February 28, 2009
RE:
haiizx.
its another week ag.
time really passes fast sia.
i wna say sumthing to lloyd
im really sorry i today cannort go vivo
cos im sick
i feel bad lehx.
haiizx
wat can i do.
i promise u i will definetly
play para para wit u ok=]
im damn sory for nt meetin up wit u
_______________________________________________
im so borin sia
cannort go out.
i feel lyk a prisoner
locked inside a damn freakin 'cell'
i wanna go out.
i've got nth to say lerx.
im so sorry
actually i dun wan go vivo
cos ur frens are thr too
y can't u be alone?
haiizx.
i feel lyk myhe whole is collasping
im half dead.
iim nt in th mood to tok.
juz noe tht i will keep on loving u
hugs n kisses
I LOVE LLOYD KHOO
i love you
.Friday, February 27, 2009
RE:
❤5230 --> 我爱上你
❤1372 --> 一厢情愿
❤5380 --> 我想抱你
❤7320 --> 今生爱你
❤1573 --> 一往情深
❤8070 --> 抱你亲你
❤1314 --> 一生一世
❤1240 --> 最爱是你
❤3456 --> 相思无用
❤5360 --> 我想念你
❤2014 --> 爱你一世
❤521 --> 我愿意
❤240 --> 爱死你
❤537 --> 我生气
❤360 --> 想念你
❤520 --> 我爱你
❤380 --> 想抱你
❤370 --> 想亲你
❤73749420 -->今生今世就是爱你
.Thursday, February 26, 2009
RE:
idoit father.
scold.scold.scold.
knnb. cca larhx.
i cut or dhun cut my hand oso t ur prob
u care so much for whd
i do whd things oso must care
do ur own things larhx
care so much about me for wad.
and u tink u r th boss of me mehx.
damn frustrated luhx.
wun sumbody just tok to me.
i really nidda distress..
haiizx.
i wan try smokin
it seems fun sia
haiizx.
who to take frm lehx.
if u hav hav any cigerattes must gimme ok!!
I LOVE LLOYD KHOO
.
RE:
okok.
since he had read my blog..i've gt nothin betta' to say
today at sch..
as per normal lorhx
today rained heavily sia
no umbrella
so stayed in th rain
for lyk.. god-noes-how-many-mins
was quite cool luhx.
aft tuition jus nw
went to walk around wit amanda
__
i ask amanda to ask __ if he liked me..
bt dhen i regret sia
cos he haven repli me luhx
haiizx.
make me cry..
i dhunno luhx
haiizx..
i really regret askin amanda to ask him
if he lyked me a nt..
wat to do now..
cut?
cry?
bang head against wall?
all those wun solve my probs..
why is love so complicated????
lloys, r u tryin' to avoid me?
is it bcos of sum sort of reason??
i waited damn long..just to receive on of ur msg.
if u really busy dhuen tell me larhx.
i tink u hav changed liaox.
u nt same lerhx
or mayb i m dreamin'
cos all these ain't true.
wtf?!
y am i tokin crap agn.
seems lyk im hgoin crazy already
if u really find me annoying, dhen dhun tok to me
ii've nothin to say liaox.
I LOVE LLOYD KHOO
.Wednesday, February 25, 2009
RE:
okok.
im here to post agn
im damn sad.
he hasn't reply my msg...yet?
im stil waiting
im gettin damn tired of waiting liaox.
y are guys so __
so weird.
cos they always make u wait
ALL TH TIME
dhun u gals get tired.
i dhunno if i shld carry on waitin'
i dhunno w hy
but i started to hav a feeling for him
tht happened to day.XP
i dhunno whether he lyks me anot
or shld i ask him?
nope. i should not
cos guys shld take th intiative to ask a gal..
mayb lloyd has found an ideal gf?
im damn stupid for sure.
mayb i shld nt say animre.
cos it hurts me.
he had made me cry for no reason
and i dhunno why am i writing this stupid post.
for fun should i say
it really really hurts me.
cos i just cannort stand th ways u look.XD
cos u are really damn damn damn shuai
n cute luhx
i really nid u babys.
whn do i hav th chance to be ur gf?
but i started to hav a feeling for him
tht happened to day.XP
i dhunno whether he lyks me anot
or shld i ask him?
nope. i should not
cos guys shld take th intiative to ask a gal..
mayb lloyd has found an ideal gf?
im damn stupid for sure.
mayb i shld nt say animre.
cos it hurts me.
he had made me cry for no reason
and i dhunno why am i writing this stupid post.
for fun should i say
it really really hurts me.
cos i just cannort stand th ways u look.XD
cos u are really damn damn damn shuai
n cute luhx
i really nid u babys.
whn do i hav th chance to be ur gf?
I love Lloyd Khoo
.
RE:
today's wed.
woke up late tis mornin
hahas.
so i did e-learning late.
ytd ask lloyd how to get sick
ahd thts whd he said
our conversation ;
Nikki : u noe how to get sick?Lloyd : hmm
Nikki :i wan fall sick
Lloyd : eat choco
Nikki :dhen
Lloyd : drink alot of fizzy drinks or ice water, eat fried stuffs
Nikki : lols
Lloyd : eat chips all tt
Nikki : lol
Lloyd : can liao, muz everytime eat thn will fall sick
n stay in the rain
n i dun wan u fall sick
=]
Nikki : no rain
Lloyd : lols
Nikki : i wan fall sick
Lloyd : i dun wan u fall sick lahx
Lloyd : no
Nikki : y
Lloyd : coz i care 4 u
Nikki : lol
Nikki : i wn sick
Nikki :dhen dhun nid go cca
Lloyd : dun lol me
Lloyd : u cnt be sick
Lloyd n i mean it
and it ended here.
aft whd he said,
我很感动
its th firz time a guy cared so much for me.
does anybody noe th meaning ?
if yes dhen can tell me
cos i ain't got any idea
pls help me kkays.
i wn u to ask me for __
(bt i noe it wun happen)
i love you ; lloyd khoo =]
i love you ; lloyd khoo =]
xoxo R3TARD3D---BABY xoxo
ms emO ain't emO
run baby run,
dhun ever look back
cos someday,
i will catch up wit u
.Tuesday, February 24, 2009
RE:
ok im gonna make my words yellow.
to make it hard ot read.
tis mornin woke up
did my e-learning.
dhen aft around 10+
lloyd was n9
so toked to him
dhen dhunno bcos of whd reason.
if freakin out now
or can i say im cryin??
bcos i whd?
i dhunno at all.
retardingly
im cryin for no reason
bcos of this ,
im gonna take my penknife out,
and cut agn.
cos i believe its gonna solve all my sadness
u made me cry for no reason.
and u're gonna payback
xoxo R3TARD3D---BABY xoxo
ms emO ain't emO
run baby run,
dhun ever look back
cos someday, i will catch wit u
.Monday, February 23, 2009
RE:
okok.
im here bloggin.XD agn.
im superh sad
when on9 tht time came my blog
saw whd _ and _ was writing.
war i suppose.
bt it had stopped.
__________________________________________________________________
__________________________________________________________________
ok lloyd is sick.
haiizx
he cannort tok on wit phone wit me.
he apologised.
i feel kinda touched?
lols.XD
so nvm.
he stil nvr repli my msg.
mayb he's fallen asleep.
i dhunno.XD
__________________________________________________________________
__________________________________________________________________
today in school.
nvr listen in class
was thr msg-ing ppl.
teacher ain't gonna catch.
cos she dhun even noe at all.XD
hahas.
was raining heavily today.
met up wit joan and headed dwn to bukit merah kfc
she and i had our lunch thr.
dhen slacked.
lloyd asked me whr was i.
dhen i told him i was at bm kfc
he asked me if i wanted him to cme find me.
i said no.
lols.XD
when i was on 961 tuday.
i saw quite alot of bmss ppl.
among those ppl, one of them was joshua
i did nt noe at all
i was lookin weirdly at them.
cos i noe one of them.
bt nt so clearly.
dhen aft tht went hme lerhx.
i've gt nth mre to say.
i wna b urs.
GET WELL SOON!!
Emo ain't tht pain at all
xoxo R3TARD3D---BABY xoxo
ms emO ain't emO
.Sunday, February 22, 2009
RE:
okok.
he saw my blog.
i noe its ..
*hard to explain*
feel kinda sad nw.
cos my ex was on9 jus nw
i almost cried out man.
i was tinking..
y cld everi body's relationship
cld last til longer times.
bt mine was lyk _ days.
and it was my firz time.
ok dhun wna tok abt it ardy.
nw tokin to jiajia.
our conversation
Jiajia : he is your stead arh
Nikki : who
Jiajia : HE. YOU CALL DE
Nikki : who is th 'he' , ytd nite is it
Jiajia : YEAYEA
Nikki : no larhx u dhun anihow tink horhx
he nt my stead fren fren nia
dhun tink so much
u wan stead with him is it
Jiajia : NAH
Nikki : lol.XD
and it ended here.
i want to end everithing here.
will continue tml.
to be continued......
.
RE:
i SUCK
took dhis in th toilet wit miie cousin juz nw
and ppl.
my hands gettin betta ardy.
my hands gettin betta ardy.
i'll let the pics do dhe tokin.
.
RE:
woke up early in th mornin.
changed and went swimming.
dhen sms-ed lloyd.
aft swimming went hme.
den calleed rachel if she cn go tiong
play para para
she say cannort go out.
so sad.):
haiizx.
dhen aft tht lloyd ask me if wan go lot 1
dhen i say cannort.
sry horhx.
cos i dhun feel well.
kinda sick.
nw so siian
cannort go out.
tht friday.
________ sms-ed me a msg.
but i dhun realli dhun understand it.
it wrote
"Eh fker lah u dnt anyhow
say sht. Ppl only thnk
as a teacher mah. Oh btw
did i forget to tell u i
oni love the acs head
prefect? Gay la dnt
make thngs up if u hav
no other tnpic. Hate
me all u wan. I nw dnt
gv a damn."
i was lyk wtf ?!?
eh did u send it to wrong person
i oso neva say anithing
anyhow accuse ppl.
dhun giv a damn dhen dhun giv a damn larhx
tell me for whd.
u tink i care mehx.
and ______ too.
so whd if u're the _________ of 1/6
lyk i care rite
onli gossip abt ppl's personal affairs.
ask so mani qsn's for whd
since u lyk to noe more abt relationship
dhen u go find a guy n std luhx.
retarded larhx.
bitch.
idoit.
i wna be urs.
Emo ain't tht pain afterall
xoxo
R3TARD3D---BABY
xoxo
ms emO ain't emO
.
RE:
tags reply-ed(:
Jiajia DD:: hellos nikki [: heheXD . Be happy ~ take care ^^
hihi. u take care too
lihuei: hello
hi
Janice: NIKKI WOO XUE QI ! Qian Da isit ? wanna cut arhs ? Stupid siol . cutting will nort solve th problem liuhs!
I dhun qian da. and to me cuttin will solve my probs.
KEXINNNN[:: Nikki , dun caree abt spammers okays[: They are jst cowardds hidng bhind computer screens and crapping away . Dun even dare come out tok . GROW UP LAAAA YOU ALL !
i agree wit u
.Thursday, February 19, 2009
RE:
if you hurt me
i will bleed
red rain
arranging my stilettos
in order of height
.
RE:
if you hurt me
i will bleed
red rain
arranging my stilettos
in order of height
Pamela A. Babusci
.
RE:
Judge me...
& i'll prove you wrong.
Tell me what to do...
& i'll tell you off.
Say I'm not worth it...
& watch where i end up
Call me a bitch...
& i'll show you one
Mess with me...
& i'll show you how it's done[right]
Call me crazy...
But you really have no idea.
.
RE:
STRESSED OUT.
y can't i engrave ur name on my hand.
its no big deal luhx
i no feeling at all.
u all ppl mad dher.
c til my dp.
ask.ask.ask
nvm
i hav nth better to say.
.
RE:
nw so siian
nth to write
jus nw went for tuition.
th teacher was lyk..weird?
lols.
did nth at all.
chattin wit amanda.
aft tht went walkin arnd aft tuition.
saw a huge pooh bear.
cost $28 nia
bt did nt get it cos i nvr bring enuf $$.
haiizx
jus nw oso bought 3 penknife.
rch hme liao dhen sit in th toilet.
cut.cut.cut
i wnna write his name
on my hand.
nt pen luhx.
siian.
ppl. i noe u hav been scared by my hand
bt it ain't scary to me at all.
to u it may be..
disgusting.
cos im kinda stress.
cos of skool.
th m________.
hate her.
superh bitch.
nidda go nw.
& im ending it wit a .
Emo ain't tht pain...afterall
L ain't cute,bt is superh cute
im missing uu xbadlyx
..th-unforgettable days..
xoxo R3TARD3D---BABY xoxo
ms emO ain't emO
.Wednesday, February 18, 2009
RE:
tis was miie hand in the mornin.looks worse.
i hav abt 20++ slits on miie hand.
wanna go slit-ing agn ltr.
.
RE:
yo ppl.
how's life.
so far mine suck.
ytd nite amanda asked me to cor her.
dhen she tok to fazli.
and oso conference wit me.
tok abt 30 mins dhen put dwn phone lerhx.
i dhunno whd has happened to me
i was slitting myself.
part of the reason was bcos of school.
sum girls were gossipping abt other ppl.
how wld u feel.
spare a thought for others larhx.
so whd if u are the _________
u abuse ur authority.
i wld hav complain abt u if this stil carries on.
dhun wanna tok bout school things lerhx.
amanda and fadzli stead lerhx.
ytd siahhs.
haiizx.
im still waiting for L___D to ask me for stead lehx.
hopefully he will ask me if he lyks me..
i feel so lonely.
nidda go liaox
buh-byyess.
im waitin' for u to ask me
i wanna b urs
im missing uu xbadlyx
..th-unforgettable days..
xoxo R3TARD3D---BABY xoxo
ms emO
.Friday, February 13, 2009
RE:
sry for nt posting for the past few days
as i had no mood to tok.
last sunday, 8th feb
jermaine invited quite a lot of ppl
to her party
at Snow City.
so cold siahhs.
we played fo 2 hrs
snow keep on goin into miie skinnies.
went to dher toilet 2 times just to clear away dher snow
lol.XD
aft dhat we went to mac n eat
dhen go play at the little playground
outside dher Science Centre
played dher 'fireball'
sabrina n jermaine sat dwn.
me n tamara standed up
dhen i spinned dhem
tamara was so funni
she fell off and said it was FUN
R3TARD3D
lols.
aft that we went hme
jermaine's mum alighted us
at dher opp of dher cold storage
dhen we 165-ed to dher school.
tamara was funni.
she felt lyk vomitting on dher bus
she had a mac plastic bag
hanging at her ear thr.
lol.
reached dher school bus stop.
dhen crossed the road
i dhen 961-ed hme..
was superh fun bt tired too.
today, 13th feb
its friday.
the end of another weekend siahhs.
so fast
tml is Valentine's Day liaox.
haiizx.
im so angry.
dhat retarded dhun wanna replii miie msg.
he used sum sot of tone and tok to me
i felt so ...
*loss for words*
i feel superh sad
dhun feel lyk tokin animore
buh-byyess
L is veh. cute.XD
im missin u xbadlyx
..th-unforgettable days..
xoxo R3TARD3D---BABY xoxo
Valentines Day tml.
.Saturday, February 7, 2009
RE:
im here postin b4 im goin to slp.
had nth much tuh do today.
mornin woke up quite late..
repliied ppl's msg..
dhen use com.
vid cor wit jiajia
dhen aft dhat abt 2+ went out to tiong
wit rachel
played para para
dhen gort this gal
play liek mad mad dher..
her dance movements were liek flicking away dher flys.
lols.
was superh funni.
i regretted nt takin vid of her.
haiizx.
another war in miie blog lerhx.
so freakin sadded.
wna go lerhx.
buh-byyess
L is veh. cute.XD
im missin uu xbadlyx
..th-unforgettable days..
ms emO
days passed by..
as im waiting for u to be wit me agn
.Friday, February 6, 2009
RE:
yo ppl.
i did'nt post fun things.
did i?
ytd maths lesson was superh fun.
when mr lee came in
everibody was screaming like dhey say their fan (sort of)
so sad today had onli 1 period of maths lesson.
today during black forest class
was superh bored.
did nt pay ani attention to her; jus copi ans to wk sheet.
today during ETC.
ms kaur told all dher sec 1-5 dher hse colours.
1/6 was cooke; blue hse
was nt so happy cos i wanted red !!
lol.XD nvm. im stil happi wit blue
nt long came hme nia.
went to watson and bought dher contact lense solution
dhen went to dhis accessories shop.
bought abt 3-4 things to clip ontu mai bag !!
today after school
had NPCC
totally fly.
bt was superh tired.
cos of standing fer almost 2++ hrs bahx.
dhen went hme.
rch hme abt 7.30 liek dhat.
im so superh tired liaox.
wanna do miie things lerhx
buh-buyyess
L is veh. cute.XD
im missin u xbadlyx
..th-unforgettable days..
ms emO
as days of miie horrible days passed by
iie lived in horror waiting for u
to cme and save me frm my nitemare
as i kissed goodbye to u ;
11.41pm , 06/02/09
.Thursday, February 5, 2009
RE:
ok ppl.
i've been updating miie blog.
almost everiday.
nxt few days i might nt b able to use com.
cos i hav been using it for the past few daes.
there's world war in miie blog.
OMG
pls ppl stop dher war pls.
wan tok dhen cme out find dai ji
dhun cme here.
rachel too
pls dhun anyhow say miie fren spam dher Cbox
i nidda go liao
buh-byyess.
ms emO
.Wednesday, February 4, 2009
RE:
IM SORRY
i've wronged u
im so sry horhx.
i anyhow scold u
hope u dhun mind
im superhs sry
kkays.:))
ms emO
.
RE:
im bck here once and ever to post agn.
(im sick of the same new starting.)
ok nbermind.
today im superh happy.
dher chinese teacher nber cme
so had wk sheets tu do.nth more to say lerhx.
1314;3344
ms emO
.
RE:
im here once agn to post of cos.
i hate chinese
dhat fxcking teacher..
haiizx
nw nidda prepare dher presentation thingy.
hate dhat fucking teacher
haiizx
i wish i can fall sick
dhen dhun nidda go sch tml
bt ** ask me dhun get sick
lols.
ok i nidda go luhx.
tc
buh-byyess
L is veh. cute.XD
im missin uu xbadlyx
im missin uu xbadlyx
..th-unforgettable days..
ms emO
ms emO
.Monday, February 2, 2009
RE:
I cried
its dher first of dher new year
bcos of dhat one fxcktard
dher way dhat u treated me b4 was nt dher same
u've changed.
and i cld'nt care much
ardy.
ms emO
.
RE:
He is sick
Luckily he went to see doctor liao
Haiizx
Hope he get well soon luhx.
im so freakin jealous of her lorhx
cos they make up lerhx
how ?? Im superh :((
Could somebody help me break dhem up.
It hurts to c dhem tgt.
ms emO
i hate the way tt uu love her
.
RE:
bck frm another day of skool.
so boring lehx.
kanna scolding frm chinese teacher.
superh hate her lorhx.
ehh hmm.
im gonna fall sick soon.
nber drink enuf water
ermm.
nth much to say
so im goin.
buh-byyess
L is veh. cute.XD
im missin u xbadlyx
..th-unforgettable day..
ms emO
.Sunday, February 1, 2009
RE:
jus open miie blog cos of lloyd
he is so bad.
he read miie blog uhx.
he is so caring.lols.XD
their realeationship is gettin worse and worse
ms emO
.
RE:
gratz on miie 60th post lerhx.
there a pig dhat nt long wake up nia.
hahas.XD
he stil haven repli me uhx.
haiizx.
nw gort ppl at miie hse.
lol.
i dhun care much.
phone goin no money lerhx
cos ytd talked on dher phone wif sum1
hahas.
mins by mins passed.
he outside.cannort use com wif me
bt he's so sweet u noe.
ytd he went hme jus to use com wit me
so gd.
lols.
i dhunno whd to write abt lerhx.
im goin
buh-byyess.XD
He's soooooooooooo cute.XD
im missin uu xbadlyx
..th-unforgettable days..
ms emO
