I hope you know CPR , because you take my breathe away ♥ .

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.Tuesday, March 31, 2009

RE:

3oth march

today in sch our PE teacher bo cme
thn we stay in class tok for 1 hr and a half
was usin my hpXD
cos th class gt no teacher
thn jo, fatimah were tokin abt a show
thn fatimah did sumting funny
she was lyk cat walking in the class
frm th front to th back
thn to th front agn
hahaha.

31 march

today is wei cong's birthday so

Happy 16th Birthday yea:D

(u're gettin older) hahaha

today in school lyk no mood..

mood swing??

tried to cut myself agn

bt could'nt

hav no mre guts.

cos he once said,

'guys will not lyk girls tht have scars'

tht seems kinda true..

or mayb its true.

tears flow dwn my face as i tink of you

each time ur name was being mentioned

im still tryin to get over you

tryin nt to cut

tryin nt to cry

im here without you baby

but u're still on my lonely mind

i tink abt u baby

and i dream about you all th time

im here without you baby

but your still with me in my dreams

and tonight, boy, its only me and you

i pray tht u will b safe and sound,

so tht i cld love you whole heartedly

agn.

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.Sunday, March 29, 2009

RE:

today mornin' wake up
thn gt rdy to go to wild wild wet
rch-ed thr abt 11, gg to 12 lerhx
thn go in
thn rush off wit my cousins and played
th floor was damn bloody hot siol(can fried egg lerhx XD)
thn we go play th ular-lar
gt alot ppl sia
so waited quite long
thn we went to play th skyride
i sat wit my sis
thn ride agn,and agn.
abt 3 lyk tht gt heavy rain sia
thn everybody got off th pool
thn go shower.
we even planned to go to escape theme park sia
bt thn nvr cos still heavy rain
thn went hme.
jus nw was supposed to go to clementi thr buy wii game
and stuff bt i did'nt go
so stayed at hme and comp-ed
nw listening to wei cong's blogsong.

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.Saturday, March 28, 2009

RE:

♥

I have a boyfriend who grew up with me.

His name is Jin.

I always thought of himas a friend until last year,

when we went to a trip from a club.

I found that Ifell in love with him.

Before that trip was over,

I took a step and confessed mylove for him.

And soon, we became a pair of lovers,

but we loved each otherin different ways.

I always concentrated on him only,

but by his side, therewere so many other girls.

To me, he was the only one,

but to him, maybe I was just another girl.

"Jin, do you want to go watch a movie?

"I asked.Jin : "Ican't.""Why?

You need to study at home?"

I felt disappointment grabbingme.

"No, I am going to meet a friend.

"He was always like that.

He metgirls in front of me,

like it was nothing. To him,

I was just a girlfriend. Theword "love"

only came out from my mouth.

Since I knew him, I had never heard him say

"I love you" before.To us,

there weren't any anniversaries at all.

He didn't say anything from the first day

and it continued till 100 days,

200 days.Everyday, before we say goodbye,

he would just hand me a doll,

everyday, withoutfail. I don't know why.

Then one day...Me: "Um, Jin,

I..."Jin: "What?don'tdrag, just say..

"Me: "I love you."Jin: "you...um,

just take this doll and go home.

"That was how he ignored my three words

and handed me the doll.Thenhe disappeared,

like he was running away.

The dolls I received from himeveryday,

filled my room, one by one.

There were many...Then one day came,my 15th year

old birthday.

When I got up in the morning,

I pictured a party withhim, and stranded

myself in my room, waiting for his call.

But ...lunchpassed, dinner passed...

and soon the sky was dark he still didn't call.

Itwas already tiring to look

at the phone anymore.Then around 2am in the

morning, he suddenly

called me and woke me from my sleep. He told

me to come outof the

house. Still, I felt joy and I ran out happily.

Me: "Jin..."Jin: "Here...take this...

"Again, he handed me a little doll.Me:

"What'sthis?"Jin: "I didn't give

it to you yesterday, so I am giving it to you now.

I'm going home now, bye.

"Me: "Wait, wait! Do you know what today is?

"Jin: "Today? Huh?"

I felt so sad, I thought he would remember my birthday.

He turned

around and walked away like nothing had happen.

when I shouted..."Wait...

"Jin: "You have something to say?"Me:

"Tell me, tell me you

love me..."Jin: "What?!"Me: "Tell me.

"I put my pathetic self behind and

clung on to him. But he just said simple cold words and left.

"I don't want

to say that I love someone so easily,

if you are desperate to hear it, then find

someone else." That was what he said. Then he ran off.

My legs feltnumb...and I collapsed to the ground.

He didn't want to say it easily...How

could he!.I felt that... Maybe he is not the right guy for me...After

that day, I stranded myself at home crying, just crying.

He didn't call me,although

I was waiting. He just continued handing me a

little doll every morning

outside my house.That's how those dolls piled up in my room...

everyday After a month, I got myself together and went

to school. But what

made the pain resurface was that... I saw him on a street...

with anothergirl...He

had a smile on his face, one that he never showed me...

as he touched the doll... I ran straight back home and looked

at the dolls in my room,

and tears fell... Why did he gave these to me??

Those dolls are probably

picked out by some other girls. In a fit of anger,

I threw the dolls around.Then suddenly, the phone rang.

It was him. He told me to come out to

the bus stop outside my house.

I tried to calm myself down and walked to the bus

stop. I kept reminding myself that I am going to forget him,

that it's going to

end.Then he came into my sight, holding a big doll.

Jin: "Jo, I thought youwere pissed, you really came?

"I couldn't help

hating him, acting like nothing

had happen and joking around. Soon,

he held out the doll as usual

Me: "I don'tneed it."Jin: "What?.why?

"I grabbed the doll from his hands and threw it on

the road.Me: "I don't need this doll,

I don't need it anymore!! I don't want

to see a person like you again!

"I spitted out all the words that were inside

me. But unlike other days, his eyes very shaking.

"I'm sorry..." He apologized in a tiny voice.

He then walked over to the road to pick up the

doll...Me: "You stupid! Why are you picking up the doll?!

Just throw it away!!!"Bu he

ignored me and just went to pick the doll.Then...

"HonkHonk!

"With a loud honk, a big truck was heading towards him.

"Jin!

Move!Move away!" I shouted....But he didn't hear me, he

squatted down and picked

up the doll."Jin, move!""HONK!!"*Boom!* That sound, so

terrifying.That's how he went away from me.

That's how he went away

without even opening his eyes to say one word to me. After that day,

I had to go

through everyday with guiltiness and the sadness of losing him.

And afterspending two months like a crazy person

I took out the dolls.

Those were the only gifts he left me since the day we started going out.

I remembered the days I

spent with him and started to count the days- when we were in

love.."One...two... three..."That was how I started to count the

dolls..."Four hundred and eighty four... four hundred and eighty

five..."It all ended with 485 dolls.I then started to cry again, with a

doll in my arms.I hugged it tightly, then suddenly...

"I love you, I loveyou"I

dropped the dolls,shocked."I...lo..ve..you??"I picked up the

dolls and pressed its stomach."I love you I love you"It can"t be!I

pressed all the dolls' stomach as it piled on the side.

"I love you""Ilove you"

"I love you"Those words came out non-stop."I love

you"Why didn't I realize that???.

That his heart was always by my side,

protecting me.Why didn't I realize that he love me this much...

I took out the doll under the bed and pressed it's stomach,

that was the last doll, the

one that fell on the road. It had his blood stain on it.

The voice came out,the one that I

was missing so much...."Jo...Do you know what today is?

We've been loving each other for 486 days.

Do you know what 486 is?I couldn't say

I love you..... Um... since I was too shy.

If you forgive me and take this doll,

I will say that I love you.. Everyday...till I die.. Jo...

I love you!"The

tears came flowing out of me. Why? Why? I asked

god, why do I only know abou

tall this now?He can't be by my side, but he loved me until his last minute.

For that.. and for that reason... to me..... it became courage... to live a

beautiful life...

Found in other ppl's bl0qq .

Touching story =(

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.Friday, March 27, 2009

RE:

today quite tired..
just nw finished cca at 6+
thn joan dher cousin fetched me go hme
tq joan arhx :D
thn rch hme on9

starting frm scratch is whd i will do:)

i still love you
and will nvr ever 4get u

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.Wednesday, March 25, 2009

RE:

100 truths. ._.

001. Real name → Nikki Woo(:
002. Nickname(s) → Nike, Garfield??. O.O
004. Zodiac sign → Capricorn.
005. Male or female → Female.
006. Elementary → Radin Mas Primary.
007. Middle School → St Magarets Secondary.
008. University → I'm still in Seconday sch. :D
009. Friends → Alot. i tink
010. Hair color → Damn dark red & dark brown.
011. Long or short Hair → Long.
012. Loud or Quiet → Loud.
013. Sweats or Jeans → Both don't want.
014. Phone or Camera → Phone.
015. Health freak → wth!?!?
016. Drink or Smoke? → Drink.
017. Do you have a crush on someone? → Yup.
018. Eat or Drink → Both(:
019. Piercings → Ear only.
020. Tattoos → Bo.

FIRSTS ;
023. First piercing → Forgotten lerhx.
024. First best friend → Amanda Seek(:
025. First award → Bball.
026. First crush → Ernest Tan Bao Jun<3
027. First pet → Dog. :D
030. First big birthday → 4gortten(:

CURRENTLY ;
049. Eating → Nothing.
050. Drinking → Nothing.
052. I'm about to → rot; cos im bored:D
053. Listening to → LWC's blogsong:)
054. Plans for today → slp late?!?.
055. Waiting for → Nothing.

YOUR FUTURE ;
058. Want kids? → Yes. No. Mayb. I dunno
059. Want to get married? → Yup.
060. Careers in mind → Slowly let me think first. :x

WHICH IS BETTER ?
068. Lips or eyes → Eyes.
070. Shorter or taller? → Average. :D
072. Romantic or spontaneous → Spontaneous.
073. Nice stomach or nice arms → Neither.
074. Sensitive or loud → Loud.
075. Hook-up or relationship → Don't know.
076. Trouble maker or hesitant → Troublemaker. sort of.XD

HAVE YOU EVER ;
080. Lost glasses/contacts → Yup.
081. Ran away from home → tried too.
082. Held a gun/knife for self defense → Nahx.
083. Killed somebody → Of course, no.
084. Broken someone's heart → Yup :X
085. Been arrested → Nah.
087. Cried when someone died → Yahx.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN ;
089. Yourself → Yes. No. Mayb. I dunno
090. Miracles → Mayb ? o.o
091. Love at first sight → Yes.
092. Heaven → Yes.
093. Santa Claus → Yes.
094. Male Nipples → Aye ? -.-
095. Kiss on the first date → No.

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY ;
097. Is there one person you want to be with right now → Yes.
098. Are you seriously happy with where you are in life → Nt quite..
099. Do you believe in God → Mayb bahx.
100. Post as 100 truths and tag 10 people.
1. WEICONG:)
2.YueLong:D
3._DUNNO_
4.Yijing
5._DUNNO_
6.Jerald
7.Hanna
8.Jiajia
9.Li-Huei
10.Vinny

STARTING FROM TH SCRATCH IS WHD I WILL DO:)

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RE:

hoho:)
my feelings for Ernest Tan has came BAK!!
dunno y siol..
haiizx
shld i ask johanna ask hym for me?
or mayb i shld nt?
cos yj said tht he has std lerhx
or mayb i shld continue stay SINGLE:)

starting frm scratch is whd i will do:))

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.Tuesday, March 24, 2009

RE:

today after school
went to meet amanda and joan
thn we went to bukit merah dher Han's thr buy lunch
thn after tht go hme
jus nw rch-ed hme abt 3.30 lyk tht
realised tht i was late for tuition liaox.
thn left hme at 4+
whn rched th tuition thr,
i realised tht i was th odd 1 out
i was th only girl thr
so suay lorhx
told weicong
thn he say lucky!!
whr gt
anyhow say
nw chatting wit LWC
and jiajia
wei cong is doin his maths
hahas
jiay0us worhx!!
Lol

tink im falling in love wit LWC(:
til my heartaches end

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.Monday, March 23, 2009

RE:

it term 2 week 1
and i tink life is gettin a little bit easier for me:D
i kinda felt better after cryin out tht day
or shld i say yesterday..
i cried 2 times
eyes ain't swollen..
___________________________________________________________________

today in school felt.. fine?
had quite alot of mosquito bites on my arms and legs.
been scratching all day lyk a monkey. Haha:D
after school met joan and amanda
thn went for lunch
we reached bm at abt 2+
thn we walked to mac bt thr was alot of henderson ppl
thn amanda say go kfc better
thn we walk to kfc tht time
gt a lot of bmss, henderson and gan eng seng sec ppl
thn i saw ko mun(rachel noes tis person) Hahas
he did nt saw me i tink XD
thn we go 7-11 buy ice cream
dun hav th ice cream tht we wan
so we bought others:D
i ate th kit kat drumstick
thn i dun wan
feel lyk throwing on th floor
thn i hide bhind th chair
thn gt other school ppl saw my hand bhind
thn they tot i hiding th cigeratte siol
btw i nvr smoke
hahas
thn after tht went bck hme
tired lerhx
goin liaox
buh-byyess

i still love you;Lloyd
imissyou

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.Sunday, March 22, 2009

RE:

10 'Are You's

1. Are you single - Yupps
2. Are you happy - kind of..
3. Are you bored - yes. no. mayb. i dunno
4. Are you fair - obviously, No
5. Are you Italian - Nope
6. Are you intelligent - Not sure.
7. Are you honest - I guess so.
8. Are you nice - dunno
9. Are you Irish - no
10. Are you Asian - erm.. nope

10 Facts.

1. Full Name - Nikki Woo Xue Qi
2. Nick - Nike??
3. Birth Place : Bukit Batok .. , Singapore.
4. Hair Colour : dark brown, little red [ Natural & Not natural =]
Natural Hair Style : Straight and a little curl
Eye Colour : dark brown
Birthday : 4th January 1996
Mood : =.=
9. Favourite Colour(s) : Black, Pink, Red.
10. One place you'd like to visit : Japan

10 things about my love life.

1. Have you ever been in love - Yes
2. Do you believe in love at first sight - Erm.. yes
3. Do you currently have a crush - mayb
4. Have you ever been hurt emotionally - of cos
5. Have you ever broken someone's heart - yup
6. Have you ever have your heart broken - duhs
7. Have you ever liked someone but never told them - Yup
8. Are you afraid of commitment - nt sure
9. Who was the last person you hugged - my frens? ♥
10. Who was the last person you said I love you to ? - i tink its ... lloyd?

10 ThisOrTht

1. Love or Lust - Love.
2. Hard liquor or beer - nt sure
3. Cat or Dog - dunno
4. A few best friends or any regular friends - best friends.
5. Creamy or Crunchy - hmmm.. both
6. Pencil or Pen - pen
7. Wild night out or Romantic night in - both bahx
8. Money or Happiness - Happiness comes first.
9. Night or Day - nite mre
10. IM or phone - of cos th phone. cnt live without it

'Have You Ever's

1. Been caught sneaking out - nope. cos i neva tried.
2. Seen a polar bear - yup. on tv
3. Done something you regret - yes
4. Bungee jumped - tink so?
5. Eaten food that fell on the floor - long long time ago..
6. Finished entire jaw breaker - wth is tht?
7. Been caught naked : of cos NO
8. Wanted an ex gf/bf back - yup
9. Cried because you lost a pet - Not lost. It died..
10. Wanted to disappear - Sometimes.

10 preferences in a partner.

1. Smile or eyes - BOTH.
2. Light or dark hair - kin.
3. Hugs or Kisses - Both i guess.
Intelligent or attraction - Both .
6. Topman or Zara - ANY.
7. Funny or serious - Funny :D
8. Older or Younger - Older, but not too old.
9. Outgoing or Quiet - Outgoing .
10. Sweet or Bad - Sweet

10 'Have You's

1. Ever performed in front of a large crowd - Yeah. tink so
2. Ever talked on the phone for longer than 1 hour - yup
3. Ever walked on hands - erm.. no
4. Ever been to a rock concert - nope
5. Ever been in a cheerleading team - no
6. Ever been in a dance team -no.
7. Ever been in a sports team - nope
8. Ever been in a drama play/production- whn i was p2..
9. Ever owned a BMW/Mercedes Benz/Escalade/Hummer/Bentley? -i hope to
10. Ever been in a rap video - i dun wan

Peeps tagged to do this QUIZ :
1.Amanda
2.Janice
3.Joan
4.Yi jing
5.dunno

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RE:

im bck ytd.
tired siol
i dun wna tok much
so i shall post pics ltr

I STILL LOVE LLOYD KHOO

fine

janice told me th remarks tht u said bt me

i wear contacts is nt act chio lorhx

if u tink tht way thn its fine

i dun care hw ppl look at me

u giv me tht attitude

its ok cos i dun care

no matter whd u say abt me,

i will still love you

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.Monday, March 16, 2009

RE:

im so tired.
in th mornin met amanda
thn walked to tiong
and meet wei lin and janice
thn after tht we go walk walk
thn go burger king thr eat breakfast:D
aft tht we go th piekia thr wait for joan
thn camwhore-d
hahas.
we go into th handphone shop
see th hand phones
bt nt nice siol.
arnd 11+ joan cme liaox
she was wearing th little miss late shirt
hahas.
thn we go scold her
say y she so late cme
thn she say she watch tv.
Lol.
thn we take mrt to outram thn change to habourfront
aft tht we buy ticket to go in sentosa
whn we take th train tht time
gt 1 ang moh say 'look at tht merlion!!'
she say so loud
lyk nvr c b4.
thn janice go copy whd she say
thn we go imbiah station
thn take th escalator up to th 'images of singapore'
we buy ticket go in thn take take pics
aft tht gt 1 part
scary sia
thn we all dun dare walk
luckily gt other ppl
thn we walk bhind thm
hahas
thn walk for abt half an hour thn cme out siol
tiring lehx
bt i took alot of pics
thn we walked to th luge n skyride thr
we paid for th tickets thn take th luge
si bei fun siol
thn me and amanda go very fast.
we finish liaox thn joan janice and weilin haven cme dwn yet
thn aft tht we go take th skyride
gt tis ting happpen to me
amanda and i were swinging our leg
thn hit to each other
thn my slipper drop
thn janice and weilin bhind laughing
luckily i brought another pair of slippers
if nt pai seh sia
hahas
thn we take bus to th beach thr walk walk
i walked at th water thr
quite cool
nt so many ppl thr.
it was quite late lerhx
so we go bak to vivo
i took th train wit amanda and her parents
thn janice and wei lin go bak hme tgt
thr pics so i will post it ltr
or nxt time whn im free

iloveyoubaby;LloydKhoo

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.Sunday, March 15, 2009

RE:

my blog is kinda spoilt!! sry if u cant tag or c any post

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RE:

its sunday lerhx.
and i stil haven received a msg frm baby:D
haiizx
i giv up already
i dun wna wait anymore
im gettin tired.
i tink its time for me to let go
_______________________________________________________
tml is monday
i've planned to go to sentosa
wit amanda, joan, ernest ng and mre
shld i ask lloyd go??
Lols.
nvm
i'll leave it to ltr bahx.

iloveyou;Lloydbaby

baby,are you givin me th cold shoulder

or are you trying to tell me its over??

im stil waiting inside for you

bt i just cannort wait anymore

i am nt tht strong as b4

i hav no more strength to go on anymore

if u stil wan me to wait,

i will just say; its over beteween us.

just take it tht it neva happened.

i juz wan u to noe

tht,

ilove you and wun neva ever try to hurt you:D

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.Saturday, March 14, 2009

RE:

its saturday lerhx
nxt week bo school
march holiday sehhx.
cool sia.
kinda stress nw.
lhe has'nt reply my msg lehx
i nvr even receive 1 msg at all lorhx
frm ytd til nw.
mayb he dun care me liaox
mayb he wants to break up siol
how?
if tht really happen,
i wild be dead?
hahas
aiya i dun wan care liaox
its fine if u dun wan reply me.

I LOVE YOU;LLOYD KHOO

i love you baby:D

as each day padssed by, i wait for ur msg to cme

cos everytime it comes

i noe u are there for me

whenever and where ever

if u find me annoying or whd

just tell me

if u dun lyk me

or u wan break just tell me

rather thn keeping inside

im your girlfriend u noe

unkess u dun wan already

no matter i do or whd i say

u will always be mine

i love you and rly hope tht u will always be there for me

cos i dun wish to be whd i used to be.

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.Thursday, March 12, 2009

RE:

today is sp0rts day.
mornin headed dwn to clementi stadium
my father fetched me thr.
hahas.
thn after tht sp0rts day was held lorhx
around 9+ am was damn hot lorhx
cannort stand th heat
so charlene opened th her umbrella
hahas.
bt i was pissed off whn her umbrella poke my head
thn charlene was saying-
can you stop complaining a not?
hahas.
thn after tht i met joan
thn we go tiong
th mos burger rest lyk tht
thn i drink th soup
burn dao my tongue sia
pain luhx.
thn after tht joan th cousin fetch me go hme
thanks joan worhx:D
__________________________________________________________

thn after sms-ed lloyd
he said he wna cme find me.
thn i say abt 3 lyk tht can
thn he say earlier
thn i say whd time
he say 1.30
i say so rarly thn he say 2 lorhx
so i anything lorhx.
thn i firz go meet amanda.
__________________________________________________________

aft tht i walked to tiong
i pulled amanda til her hand red.
hahas.
thn whn i walk past th UOB thr i didn't c anybody at first
thn ltr i saw lloyd liaox
thn i shy shy luhx
i faster walk away.
cos he damn shuai luhx
hahas
stupid ______ say him so ____
thn after tht abt 5+ lyk tht i nid go 4 tuition liaox
thn i saw lloyd show so much concern for janice
thn i so jealous luhx
so i wanted to avoid him
thn i faster pull amanda away
thn amanda ask me dun cry.
sum mre ask me to break up with hym
if he ____ lorhx
i wna end things here.

I LOVE LLOYD KHOO

i love you baby:D

today was quite a happy for me bahx

i tink

cos i met up with lloyd

hahas

btw i accepted him lerhx

so i feel kinda weird lorhx

tkx for makin my day

__________________-

u noe jus nw, whn we were at tiong park

th wayu helped janice, makes my heart pain

im ur __ and she is nth lorhx

at tht time i did tot of breakin

ialmost sent u th break up msg

bt i had no in tentions to break up

cos i love u, and i noe u feel th same way too.

tkx loads baby cos u're th first guy, tht made me feel so good:D

i rly hope to last long wit you.

bt i noe tht, in love thr is no FOREVER

cos, love is blind.

and one thing tht i hate is tht u nvr repli my smses

i feel so retard cos its lyk

im tokin to nobody

and tht feeling hurts

i dun wan feel tht feelin agn anymre.

iloveyoubabyboii:D

muacks.<3333

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.Wednesday, March 11, 2009

RE:

tml is sports day.
hahas
i dun feel lyk gg to school.
rather stay hme sia
_________________________________________________

ytd nite, he text-d me ; Lets std.:-)
after i read th text, i was there crying
cos it made me remember th past
which was damn pain.
to _ ;
actually its nt tht i dun wan
is bcos of my last time
u ytd keep on saying wun happen
or u wun change
bt in th end, u WILL change
u and i will never noe whd will happen
i noe u are stil waitin'
i will let u noe my answer asap ok

I LOVE LLOYD KHOO

YL.XD

lloyd, i noe u are waiting

bt i rly nid time

cos of my first releatipnship was a disaster

haiizx.

i rly wna b urs

i told u too

unless u promise tht u wun hurt me lyk whd ernest did to me b4

im rly hurt by him

i dunno whether i can face another relationship

cos i tink i hav a phobia

pls help me overcme it.

i miss you

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.Tuesday, March 10, 2009

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okok.
its my 103 post lerhx.
so many rite.
hahas.
ytd i had a little quarrel wit my mum
i was damn angry luhx
especially my cousin;tht stupid w_ls_n
get me into trouble.
my shirt was wet ytd cos i cried
bt my eyes were nt swollen
thts good?!
Lol.
i shared my troubles wit _____
thn he said u stil hav me mahx.dun 4get.:-)
i was so happy when i read tht text msg.
thank you loads=]
i've nth much to say lerhx
shall end everithing here.

I LOVE LLOYD KHOO

YL too.XD

yl, are u avoiding me?

u seem to hav change to lyk another person.

did i do anything wrong?

if yes thn pls tell me

by th way u react to how i do things,

i tink u hav changed

mayb i dunno

or mayb u dun even noe

__________________________

u noe how hard it is to be stuck in between 2 guys

tht i lyk or love

its hard to accept th face that im in tis kind of releationship

god pl help me would you??

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.Monday, March 9, 2009

RE:

actually, i've really gt nth to say..
its lyk im in a releationship problem
ppl, wld u just mind about your own business
u hav alot of free time rite?
thn go find sumting to do larhx.
chi bry larhx
fucker luhs
damn u larhx
juz care bout own business can liaox.
________________________________________________________

okok
_____ i saw whd u wrote hahas
i luv u too luhx.
hahas.
i feel kinda weird.
mayb its juz bcos of emotional times of me.
hahas
________________________________________________________

jus nw went to commenwealth
wit amanda and joan
we went to long john silver and had our lunch
hahas.
jus nw whn joan was in th toilet,
i switched off and on th lights
amanda heard her saying 'oi dun play liao'
bt thn too bad i did nt hear he say
i quickly go sit dwn
thn amanda ask me to hide her school bag
amanda keep on saying 'put bhind u ,put bhind u'
joan cme out liaox tht time
she go sit dwn thn she ask where is her bag
i and amanda bluff her say we throw outside
thn she thr laughing liaox
hahas.
she so damn funny lorhx
im so happi today.
cos _ ___s ask me if i ____ them
i was kinda shocked at first
cos its weird lorhx.
hahas i've gt nth to say liaox.

I LOVE LLOYD KHOO

love me like th way i did to you

make me feel th way i want

YL.XD

i tink im overdoin it,

cos i _____ 2 ppl

at th same time.

im sorry if i hav let u dwn

cos im in a releationship problem

god, help me please.

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.Saturday, March 7, 2009

RE:

im here agn.XD
hahas
did nth much today
it rained just now..
bt i cannort go dwn and stand in th rain
if nt tht would be th most perfect thing for me to do
__ stil haven repli me..
whd can i do?
i hate waiting for u
cos u are always so 'late'
thts it!!
i dhun wna wait animre lerhx
im tired of waitin' for u lerhx
i've nth to sae lerhx
everiting's gonna end here.

my feelings for u is fadin' away lerhx

is it bcos of y_e l_ng??

whd can i do tell me whd can i say

whn do i let him noe i feel th same way

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.Friday, March 6, 2009

RE:

im here bloggin once agn.
cos im siian.
i nt long juz webcaming wit him..
hahas
he wan dher nt me so dhun anyhow tink.
__ hasn't repli me yet..
im feelin so dwn sia
juz nw on webcam
tht yue long so funni sia
bt thn he quite shuai luhx.
lol.
he make me laugh.haha
shit i 4got whd i wna say liaox.
god damn it luhx.
and everythind's gonna end here.

my feelings for him is fading

is it bcos of y_e l_ng??

whd can i do tell me whd can i say,

whn do i let him noe i feel th same way

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.Thursday, March 5, 2009

RE:

im here postin agn.
ly-anne said my blog is plain.
yup
i agree wit her.
its so damn plain lorhx...
haiizx
my eyes stil kinda swollen sia..
thr's stil abt 29 days or so..
til i can get my hp bck sia
juz nw went for tuition..
b4 tht met wit amanda
thn saw emerson oso
hahas.
thn he passed me a pack of th c_______e
thn amanda took 5 frm me..
im bringing it wit me..
anywhr i go..
hahas
he is gamin nw..
dhun feel lyk disturbing him
bt he said its ok..hahas
i nid to go lerhx.
buh-byyes

I LOVE LLOYD KHOO

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.Wednesday, March 4, 2009

RE:

sian..
my _p kana c_______t_ sia
haiizx..
nvm
i'll wait til its time for me to go get it.
..
haiizx..
my eyes swollen sia
cos i c___d juz nw
i feel pain inside..
i dhunno why..
i really feel tht,
cuttin is th only way to solve my pain
tht is inside of me..
shld i smoke??
mayb no..
im so confused..

I LOVE LLOYD KHOO

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.Tuesday, March 3, 2009

RE:

Living in the lonely world,A hidden note,
A secret crush,A little girl who talks too much.
Well, I'm standing in the crowd,
And when you smile I check you out,
But you don't even know my name,
You're too busy playing games,
And I want you to know,
If you lose your way,
I won't let you go.
If I cut my hair,
If I change my clothes,
Will you notice me?
If I bite my lip,
If I say hello,
Will you notice me?

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.Sunday, March 1, 2009

RE:

Girl:Do i ever cross ur mind?
Boy: No
Girl: Do you like me?
Boy: Not really
Girl: Do you want me?
Boy: No
Girl: Would you cry if I left?
Boy: No
Girl: Would you live for me?
Boy: No
Girl: Would you do anything for me?
Boy: No
Girl: Choose--me or ur life
Boy: my life
The girl runs away in shock and pain and the boy runs after her and says...
The reason you never cross my mind is because you're always on my mind.
The reason why I don't like you is because I love you.
The reason I don't want you is because I need you.
The reason I wouldn't cry if you left is because I would die if you left.
The reason I wouldn't live for you is because I would die for you.
The reason why I'm not willing to do anything for you is because I would do everything for you.

I LOVE LLOYD KHOO

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RE:

its finally march.
and im here to blog agn.
its raining nw
im so damn afraid of th thunder.
it scares me.
makes me wna cry
and here it goes agn.
its loud loud loud sound...
is really freakin me out.
he is smokin now..
he dhun allow me sm__e
lol.
nth mre to say lerhx.

as each day passed by,

i longed u to ask me for ____d
bt thn i feel tht ur feeling
is lyk fading away..

I LOVE LLOYD KHOO

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